The feeling when you are break up .

Not being able to sleep or eat just the obvious basics .Falling asleep and waking up are hell too .Because you can't figure out how you and the person you love are to become strangers .You cant even complaint to other people because they might badmouth him .So you you cry alone .Its ended ?You've broken up,but only the memories of love come to mind .But the more you do that,The longer it takes to erase those memories .So to a person who's been left,365 days are spent in the process of breaking up .But the thing that really hurts is the other person doesn't seem to be thinking of you .It feels like it is just you that can't let go .That person seems to have forgotten about you and is just happy .All you want to do is die .But you can't die either .Because you might never ever see that person again .

Am I the only feel this way when I got heartbreak or anyone feel the same ?This is what am I now . :)

Why I Love Jogging Hell Much ?

Why I Love Jogging Hell Much ?Okayy .Some people suka jogging for no reason .Some people memang suka sport and jogging is included .Some people nak jogging sebab nak burn calories ==! .Why i love jogging ?nahh ,tak de satu pon reason yang EY tulis kat atas tu yang jadi sebab EY suka berjogging .Okayy ,sebelum EY cakap kenapa EY suka berjogging ,EY nak korang amek baldi untuk muntah hijau jap lagi . xDDD

Pernah sekali tuh ,Hazmi ajak EY jogging .*Asek cakap sal Hazmi jep en HAHA* Then EY pon cam excited since EY memang teringin nak jogging but takde kawan .Alang-alang si ex-afro nih da ajak ,EY pon excited tak hengatt lah .Kitorang jogging kat pudu ulu je .HAHA .Rupenye ,jogging tuh cam ada komplot nak kenakan EY dengan bestie EY ,kecex .Dorang nak celebrate our birthday .then kat situlah terjadinya sesi buat kek separa siap . *baling tepung ,telur,sirap* HAHA .Penat EY  membasoh lepas tuh . ==! Thank you sayang-2 =D

Tapi tuh bukan the reason EY suka jogging .The reason is ,masa EY dengan Hazmi tengah jogging ,Hazmi ada cakap camni ,

"Harituh,time kita gadoh ,you kejar i ,tapi i laju sangat kan ?" *memangla .dia lelaki bhai .mana larat nak kejar ==! * Then EY angguk .Then die cakap , "lepas nih you kena jogging selalu sebab ,kalau I buat perangai lagi,then I lari,You boleh kejar i laju-laju.Then bole tarik telinga I." *Okayy tarek telinge tuh EY tambah jek =D * 

To be honest ,nampak cam EY nampak terkejar-kejar sangat kat Hazmi nih .Tapi bila Hazmi cakap camnih ,dia dah bagi EY idea .Dia motivate EY untuk EY selalu jogging .And now ,bile EY sedih ,EY jogging .Beza kita jogging time sedih dengan time tak sedih ,bila time sedih jogging ,korang lari 3 round penat dah .Tapi bila time tak sedih ,jogging 7 or 8 round pon cool lagi .HAHA EY belajar benda tuh time jogging .Memang kalau Hazmi buat hal EY akan kejar .Tapi tak semestinya EY kejar untuk pujuk .EY ada care EY sendiri . :)

Chapter 7

Cont . . . .*My Love Story*

Dear my main actor in 'My Love Story' ,I tak tau if this is the end or what .I don't know kalau this chapter would be the last chapter .Yesterday was a nightmare .Bad Day .Im waiting for you .Tapi the result is ,sia-sia .I kecewa ,I mara ,I sedih ,I tak nak reply your text ,I tak nak jumpa yang lagi ,But I tetap reply your text .Bila you cakap you nak call ,I tak janji nak angkat .Tapi i tunggu you call .Again ,you buat i kecewa .No more text from you ,apatah lagi call .

Now i berani admit .Stronger or Stupid ?I admit ,I stupid .Masih berharap .Betul cakap someone .Sakit bila orang yang kita sayang tak appreciate effort kita .Yesterday ,was the last day i chase you .This time I tak bagi you a week chance untuk I give up .Tapi I bagi you only 3 days .I wont text you till you text me .Tau kenapa ?Sebab semalam I datang rumah you ,not even once you ask me ,I okay ke tak .Not even once you ask where am I .Bila i mintak break ,you cakap OK .Tapi bila you suddenly text me and you cakap ,you tak cakap pon you agree yang kite break .What was that actually ?Why you trying so hard to hurt me ?

You dont even care when Im crying .*Im crying because of you for sure*You offer me your shoulder when i dont even need that.But when I need ,Not even reply a single text from me .Nahh ,3 days only I akan tunggu .This is the first day . So yeah .I tengah berharap . *haha malu sebenarnye nak mengaku,rase cam orang bodoh jep ==! * I akan nangis hardly on 3rd day *which is last day*  .Then i akan try hardest lupe kat you .Dont worry ,after that ,im not going to interrupt you .No more my text .So don't feel bother . :) and I akan decide either this Chapter would be the last chapter or in the middle of 'My Love Story' after that .

Still not sure you will keep stalk me or not actually.But im hoping you will read this one day . :)

Thank you my long lasting crush .I LOVE YOU . :)